i just wanna talk to my man
I’m scared that one night you’ll go out and meet someone not because your looking but because she’s there and your there and you’ll hit it off. And you’ll realize that you two have more in common and that you really do deserve someone a lot better then me. Someone who isn’t so messed up, someone who’s past is more acceptable and someone who can be there with you all the time. Someone you really do deserve.
I had an absolutely perfect 11 days with the love of my life. I got to hold him, kiss him, sleep/wake up in his arms. I got to laugh with him, I fell more and more in love with him as the minutes ticked by. After three months of separation I finally got the chance to show him how much I love him and how I’ll never leave his side in person instead of over letters. I didn’t buy him nice things, I didn’t write him a sonnet comparing him to a summer’s day. I talked to him, i spent every awakening moment with him, I kissed him on the cheek, I looked into his eyes without breaking eye contact, I showed him how much I care.